TinysMom
Well-Known Member
I have some Paxil left and I really don't know how I can make it through my grief right now....I know....its been less than 2 hours.
But if I had a gun - I would've posted he was gone - and then shot myself. I was just in that much shock and grief. I'm still grieving....
Please - I don't mean I'm suicidal because I am NOT going to try anything (in spite of what I just wrote).
I just don't think I can go through this deep grief again....not without help.
To get into the military hospital here for a fresh prescription will probably take me a week to ten days - and I don't know if I can bring myself to wait that long. (After paying for Tiny's vet bill - I can't afford to see a non-military doctor and then buying the meds).
The meds are maybe a year old - at most. Its the smallest dose of Paxil.
Peg
P.S. I do NOT want this going on the forum in any way, shape or form because I do not want folks to think I'm recommending folks go on meds for depression without having seen a doctor. This is from a former prescription I had.
But if I had a gun - I would've posted he was gone - and then shot myself. I was just in that much shock and grief. I'm still grieving....
Please - I don't mean I'm suicidal because I am NOT going to try anything (in spite of what I just wrote).
I just don't think I can go through this deep grief again....not without help.
To get into the military hospital here for a fresh prescription will probably take me a week to ten days - and I don't know if I can bring myself to wait that long. (After paying for Tiny's vet bill - I can't afford to see a non-military doctor and then buying the meds).
The meds are maybe a year old - at most. Its the smallest dose of Paxil.
Peg
P.S. I do NOT want this going on the forum in any way, shape or form because I do not want folks to think I'm recommending folks go on meds for depression without having seen a doctor. This is from a former prescription I had.