Stephanie
Well-Known Member
I'm sitting home alone going nuts and needed to post it.
It wasn't unexpected, but still, it's always hard no matter what thecircumstances. She had emphysema and was in a very bad way not beingable to breathe. Fortunately, she went peacefully in her sleep.
I am just very, very glad that I went down to Vermont to visit her onelast time before it happened. She was in the nursing home, but lucidand her old frenchfeisty self. She was beyond happy over mypregnancy and couldn't wait to see the baby. That's probably thehardest thing I'm dealing with right now. My father was telling me thatwas all she talked about.
We're leaving tomorrow morning for Vermont and will be back on Tuesday.I'm torn between being happy to see my family again and very sad overwhy I'm going down there in the first place.
It wasn't unexpected, but still, it's always hard no matter what thecircumstances. She had emphysema and was in a very bad way not beingable to breathe. Fortunately, she went peacefully in her sleep.
I am just very, very glad that I went down to Vermont to visit her onelast time before it happened. She was in the nursing home, but lucidand her old frenchfeisty self. She was beyond happy over mypregnancy and couldn't wait to see the baby. That's probably thehardest thing I'm dealing with right now. My father was telling me thatwas all she talked about.
We're leaving tomorrow morning for Vermont and will be back on Tuesday.I'm torn between being happy to see my family again and very sad overwhy I'm going down there in the first place.