cheryl
Well-Known Member
Well Jack first off i want to say how i miss you terribly...my heart is hurting deep inside and the tears keep falling..i cannot stop thinking about you...and writing this is devestating.
You were just a little six week old baby when i brought you home back in 2004...you were a quiet boy and you didn't like me touching you..you would always hop away when i tried to pat you...but you would always come to me if i had a treat..you would gladly take it from my hand..then you would look at melike you were saying 'thankyou mum..and i do love you..just in a differen't way'...i played by your rules cause i loved you no matter what.
You would always hang out with Sunshine..she was your favourite out of all the bunnies i'm sure...then you started chasing her around for a bit..which i don't know why..but then you stopped it after a while and you were both back to sitting with each other again.
You were such a handsome little boy and just a delightful little bunny even though you wouldn't let me touch you.
You never had any health issues either..the only thing that you had was gas one day and that was cause i gave you bunnies some broccoli for the first time..the other bunnies were fine so it just didn't agree with you Jack..so i just stopped feeding it all together...other than that you have been perfect.
This picture was taken in 2005..a year after you entered my life
Man you were just ever so handsome!
As the years went by you started to change your ways a bit and would start to let me pat you on your terms..it was a good feeling for me and i was a happy little bun mum.
I would always call you Jacky..and that became your nickname..no matter what..everytime i called your name you would always come hopping over to see what i wanted.
The exciting time was when you started giving me kisses after a few years...i thought i was the luckiest girl and you made me a happy bun mum.
Then around September 2009..i started noticing your hopping looked kind of lazy..and i started to worry so i took you to the vet and got an xray done...that's when i received the bad news..your spine was starting to fuse together near your tail end and this is why your hopping was getting sluggish....after that day at the vet you went downhill quite quick...your eating habbits never changed though..it was just your hopping.
I'm sure you knew how much pain i was in to see you like that..i would always sit with you and cry..and you would just look at me with those gorgeous eyes...making me fall in love with you even more.
I could only watch as your hopping got worse...i would come home in my lunch break to check on you cause i did nothing but worry about you..i even had days off from work cause i couldn't stand the worrying.
The worst was when i arrived home from work and Jeremy was home from school and as soon as i walked in the door Jeremy came to me and said 'mum Jack cannot get up and hop'....my heart broke into thousands of tiny pieces and i just cried into your fur.
You were now disabled..and i took care of all your needs...made sure you had hay food and water...i had to give you butt baths...i know you didn't like that but i think deep down you knew it had to be done...always made sure you had a dry blankie to lay on.
I did everything for you all on my own..except when Jeremy would hold you so i could give you a butt bath.
When the days were warm i would pick you up and take you out the back so you could feel the sunshine in your fur,feel the warm breeze and eat the yummy fresh green grass...i would sit there for hours just for you Jack....just to see that excitement in your eyes made my heart do funny things.
After the sun started to fade away i felt bad by having to take you back inside.
You were my everything Jack...you were always in my mind..and having to do everything for you and spending so much time with you..well it brought us so much closer that i could feel the specialness that we shared..you would give me so many kisses and just wanted to always lick my face everytime i just layed with you which was all the time.
Then just a few days ago i noticed your leg was giving way which was making you lean to your side and you couldn't lay up properly and then i noticed you biting your blankie a lot..i'm sure you were getting frustrated now and i think that was a sign.
I bundled you up and took you to see the vet yesterday 8th May...i had a long talk with Steven the vet..i think i just needed some comforting and advice...and that's when we came to the decision to let you goJack.. peacefully..as you know i bawled like a baby..i petted you gave you nose rubs and i told you that i love you forever..then i said i will see you later..then Steven took you away...what seemed like an eternity the nurse came back and said that you went peacefully and she handed me your empty basket...i just sat there and cried and cried....it was over..you were on your way to the Rainbow Bridge.
This was the last video i made of you Jack..which i uploaded to youtube yesterday
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKlYb89MAN0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKlYb89MAN0[/ame]
This is how you used to sit up..
These pictures were taken just friday night..the night before you left me
I had to propp you up with a blanket..cause you kept going to the side
For some unknown reason you had your ears up in the air...you had never done that in all the years i had you
Also taken friday night..Sunshine giving you kisses
Jack..Sunshine keeps sitting in your spot..it's breaking my heart
Jeremy said to me yesterday 'mum it's gonna be hard not seeing Jack in his spot'
Goodnight my sweet boy..and sweet dreams..i love you forever and ever.
Your heart broken mum...
You were just a little six week old baby when i brought you home back in 2004...you were a quiet boy and you didn't like me touching you..you would always hop away when i tried to pat you...but you would always come to me if i had a treat..you would gladly take it from my hand..then you would look at melike you were saying 'thankyou mum..and i do love you..just in a differen't way'...i played by your rules cause i loved you no matter what.
You would always hang out with Sunshine..she was your favourite out of all the bunnies i'm sure...then you started chasing her around for a bit..which i don't know why..but then you stopped it after a while and you were both back to sitting with each other again.
You were such a handsome little boy and just a delightful little bunny even though you wouldn't let me touch you.
You never had any health issues either..the only thing that you had was gas one day and that was cause i gave you bunnies some broccoli for the first time..the other bunnies were fine so it just didn't agree with you Jack..so i just stopped feeding it all together...other than that you have been perfect.
This picture was taken in 2005..a year after you entered my life
Man you were just ever so handsome!
As the years went by you started to change your ways a bit and would start to let me pat you on your terms..it was a good feeling for me and i was a happy little bun mum.
I would always call you Jacky..and that became your nickname..no matter what..everytime i called your name you would always come hopping over to see what i wanted.
The exciting time was when you started giving me kisses after a few years...i thought i was the luckiest girl and you made me a happy bun mum.
Then around September 2009..i started noticing your hopping looked kind of lazy..and i started to worry so i took you to the vet and got an xray done...that's when i received the bad news..your spine was starting to fuse together near your tail end and this is why your hopping was getting sluggish....after that day at the vet you went downhill quite quick...your eating habbits never changed though..it was just your hopping.
I'm sure you knew how much pain i was in to see you like that..i would always sit with you and cry..and you would just look at me with those gorgeous eyes...making me fall in love with you even more.
I could only watch as your hopping got worse...i would come home in my lunch break to check on you cause i did nothing but worry about you..i even had days off from work cause i couldn't stand the worrying.
The worst was when i arrived home from work and Jeremy was home from school and as soon as i walked in the door Jeremy came to me and said 'mum Jack cannot get up and hop'....my heart broke into thousands of tiny pieces and i just cried into your fur.
You were now disabled..and i took care of all your needs...made sure you had hay food and water...i had to give you butt baths...i know you didn't like that but i think deep down you knew it had to be done...always made sure you had a dry blankie to lay on.
I did everything for you all on my own..except when Jeremy would hold you so i could give you a butt bath.
When the days were warm i would pick you up and take you out the back so you could feel the sunshine in your fur,feel the warm breeze and eat the yummy fresh green grass...i would sit there for hours just for you Jack....just to see that excitement in your eyes made my heart do funny things.
After the sun started to fade away i felt bad by having to take you back inside.
You were my everything Jack...you were always in my mind..and having to do everything for you and spending so much time with you..well it brought us so much closer that i could feel the specialness that we shared..you would give me so many kisses and just wanted to always lick my face everytime i just layed with you which was all the time.
Then just a few days ago i noticed your leg was giving way which was making you lean to your side and you couldn't lay up properly and then i noticed you biting your blankie a lot..i'm sure you were getting frustrated now and i think that was a sign.
I bundled you up and took you to see the vet yesterday 8th May...i had a long talk with Steven the vet..i think i just needed some comforting and advice...and that's when we came to the decision to let you goJack.. peacefully..as you know i bawled like a baby..i petted you gave you nose rubs and i told you that i love you forever..then i said i will see you later..then Steven took you away...what seemed like an eternity the nurse came back and said that you went peacefully and she handed me your empty basket...i just sat there and cried and cried....it was over..you were on your way to the Rainbow Bridge.
This was the last video i made of you Jack..which i uploaded to youtube yesterday
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKlYb89MAN0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKlYb89MAN0[/ame]
This is how you used to sit up..
These pictures were taken just friday night..the night before you left me
I had to propp you up with a blanket..cause you kept going to the side
For some unknown reason you had your ears up in the air...you had never done that in all the years i had you
Also taken friday night..Sunshine giving you kisses
Jack..Sunshine keeps sitting in your spot..it's breaking my heart
Jeremy said to me yesterday 'mum it's gonna be hard not seeing Jack in his spot'
Goodnight my sweet boy..and sweet dreams..i love you forever and ever.
Your heart broken mum...
