BunnyLove89
Well-Known Member
So yesterday was one of those days where one thing happens after another. Yesterday morning my biological grandpa died. I didn't meet him until a few years ago and didn't get to spend much time with him since he lived in New York and I live in Arkansas. But he treated me better than my grandparents that I knew while I was growing up (It's a complicated situation. My grandpa that died is my mom's real dad. Her parents divorced when she was 5 and she didn't see him again until a few years ago. My grandma remarried twice since then. Basically, a family member did something bad to me when I was little and my grandparents insist that I am lying. But my biological grandpa was on my side). So now I feel like I don't have grandparents in my life since the only one that seemed to care about me died.
Later on yesterday I found out that after my boyfriend/unoffical fiance finishes all of his training (which will take up to a year) there's a good chance that he will be deployed to Afghanistan for an additional year. So basically I will only see him for maybe a week out of those 2 years. I'm really depressed over that because he was only supposed to be gone 6 months. Then it turned into 9 months to a year, and then yesterday he told me about the possible deployment.
I also discovered that on top of having celiac disease, I am also lactose intolerant. I've been having issues with food and have been getting sick alot.
This is just too much for me all at once and I don't know how to handle it...
Later on yesterday I found out that after my boyfriend/unoffical fiance finishes all of his training (which will take up to a year) there's a good chance that he will be deployed to Afghanistan for an additional year. So basically I will only see him for maybe a week out of those 2 years. I'm really depressed over that because he was only supposed to be gone 6 months. Then it turned into 9 months to a year, and then yesterday he told me about the possible deployment.
I also discovered that on top of having celiac disease, I am also lactose intolerant. I've been having issues with food and have been getting sick alot.
This is just too much for me all at once and I don't know how to handle it...
