12lawliet12Snickers, Truffle
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I'm 18 years old, never had a job before, never really learned how to socialize, I don't know how to drive or do math, or do anything other than cook, clean, sew, garden and draw, and I just applied for a job. Now I'm starting to regret it. I only just now got to the point where I can place my own orders at restaurants. The job I applied for is a pet store. That's retail. That means people. Lots of people. I freak out at family reunions, and I *know* them. And there's two guys who work there. Men scare me. One is really tall(to my 5' self) and the other looks like comic book guy from the Simpsons. Comic book guy scares me, but not as much as tall guy. And I've never had more responsibilities than taking care of my pets and plants and keeping the house clean. I don't know if I can handle being an adult. I can't even multiply, how am I supposed to do the taxes I'll have to do if I get a job!?! I couldn't even handle working in groups at school, I got too scared and ended up doing all the work myself just so I wouldn't have to talk to people. I fainted when I had to do a presentation in front of the class. Why can't there be a pet store job where all I do is take care of the animals!?! Oh god what if I do get a job but there's too many people who come in and I freak out and someone asks me to get them a goldfish or something and I just stand there for five minutes because I'm too scared and shy and I get fired on the first day and I never learn how to be around humans and I end up being a crazy cat lady in the middle of the woods or something and parents tell their kids if they don't behave I'll come get them and feed them to the cats and they make a Disney movie and I'm the villain and dvgrdfbhtfbht4dcfbhgngy
People scare me. I just want to be around animals all day... that's what I've been doing for the past year. I stay inside taking care of my pets and plants while my mom goes to work. Have any of you seen Tangled? I'm the real life Rapunzel, right down to talking to animals like they can understand me.
People scare me. I just want to be around animals all day... that's what I've been doing for the past year. I stay inside taking care of my pets and plants while my mom goes to work. Have any of you seen Tangled? I'm the real life Rapunzel, right down to talking to animals like they can understand me.