Oh Lissa, I am so sorry...
Sometimes I don't know what to say, especially when the pain one is going through is so hard. Making a decision like that is truly heartwrenching, and yet you know that what you did for your little girl was the kindest choice. Sweet Iszy is looking down upon you, along with Lenci, both of them angels to watch over you. They are both connected to you; they are part of your soul family, and will always be with you in spirit.
I do believe that the end of this life is not an ending at all...it is a transition back to who we really are. In reading about near-death experiences, it seems every one who went through that 'momentary transition' and came back to tell about it had said that it was a most beautiful experience...nothing on Earth could come close to the beauty of it...and it was so very hard for them to come back. So for you, someone who loves animals so deeply, the choice to end Iszy's pain may have felt unbearable; but for her, I believe she was surrounded by love, light and indescribable love....and yes, she was most certainly greeted by Lenci when she did transition.
Sending you enormous hugs and love...
~Di
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