Jessyka
Well-Known Member
So I got a new bun and he's amazing. I just feel this overwhelming sense of guilt. I don't know if it's because I couldn't stop what happened to Bayou and I feel like it's too soon or because I feel like I don't deserve this precious little bunny I adopted. I also feel bad because I'm still grieving but I don't want to seem ungrateful for Dio.
I know that Dio can't tell that because as long as he gets his greens and head pats, he couldn't tell the difference. I think I just didn't give myself long enough to grieve but all the pieces lined up so perfectly for me to get Dio so soon. His last owner was so sad to give him up and I can totally understand why because he's awesome.
It's just a hard time for me right now and I think you guys are the only ones who understand the emotional attachment you can get to a bunny. My other friends are supportive but don't get it, you know?
I suppose it's my fault for assuming another bunny would heal the hole in my heart. I've never dealt with pet loss before though so I had no way of knowing. I love Dio though, don't get me wrong.
So many emotions!
anic:
I know that Dio can't tell that because as long as he gets his greens and head pats, he couldn't tell the difference. I think I just didn't give myself long enough to grieve but all the pieces lined up so perfectly for me to get Dio so soon. His last owner was so sad to give him up and I can totally understand why because he's awesome.
It's just a hard time for me right now and I think you guys are the only ones who understand the emotional attachment you can get to a bunny. My other friends are supportive but don't get it, you know?
I suppose it's my fault for assuming another bunny would heal the hole in my heart. I've never dealt with pet loss before though so I had no way of knowing. I love Dio though, don't get me wrong.
So many emotions!
anic: