Alexah
Well-Known Member
I'm not going to go into all the details of my laundry list of issues. It's not all that important. But I felt the need to call my therapist today even though I don't see her for a session until tomorrow. I am not okay today, but that's alright. I reached out - I thought that was the whole point...
I made the mistake of telling my mother (my biological mother not the "mom" I live with) that I was having a hard time and called my therapist for some additional support today. Why'd I tell her? I must be a glutton for punishment and all I ever want is to know someone out there loves and cares about me. But what did I get? I was told how pathetic and weak I am. Plus about a billion other less appropriate names to mention on the board.
Is it a sign of weakness to ask for help? Am I that pitiful? Here I was thinking I was growing...ah well, who cares?
I just needed to vent. No need to respond. Thanks for letting me post this and sorry for being a pain in the rear :?.
I made the mistake of telling my mother (my biological mother not the "mom" I live with) that I was having a hard time and called my therapist for some additional support today. Why'd I tell her? I must be a glutton for punishment and all I ever want is to know someone out there loves and cares about me. But what did I get? I was told how pathetic and weak I am. Plus about a billion other less appropriate names to mention on the board.
Is it a sign of weakness to ask for help? Am I that pitiful? Here I was thinking I was growing...ah well, who cares?
I just needed to vent. No need to respond. Thanks for letting me post this and sorry for being a pain in the rear :?.