I'm new to this forum but I've seen how kind everyone is. I just lost my beautiful baby girl Lydia yesterday. She was a mini rex in perfect health. My husband and I took excellent care of her. She was only 9 months old. I went to check on her yesterday and she was gone, even though she was perfectly fine the day and night before. I was a mess yesterday and I still am today. I feel like it's my fault even though I know it's not. I've never been good at dealing with death and this was very unexpected. I miss her so much. Idk how to cope with this and put my mind at ease. I'm afraid I'll never stop feeling or thinking like it was my fault. I loved her so much. RIP baby girl