Thumperina is very weak. Although she comes out each morning, I don't think she eats anything at all (except some critical care that I give her but that's not much). She also eats carrot, banana (I don't give her much of it or often and I rotate. If she is dying, then why leave her without her favorite food?)
I am not sure if she poops at all. It cooled down for a few days, I try disturb them as little as i can. They poop in the yard and in cardboard boxes with hay, it's not easy to separate new poop from the poop that was made couple of days ago (in the litter box) and her poop from Paul's poop. I find some microscopic poops that are most likely her recent poop (no wonder she is not pooping because she is not eating). Not sure if she eats grass, I am not next to them 100% of time.
The vet suggested that we do exploratory surgery trying to remove as much as we can, and he gave me an estimate which is over $1000 (that I don't have at the time). He also said that ultrasound would be helpful to determine location of the tumor; if it's in vital organs like liver, the surgery won't help at all.
Today I fed her critical care and did sub q fluids, then I picked he up wrapped in a towel to put her on the floor but she was so quiet in my arms, eyes closed, breathing slightly detectable, that I sat holding her for some time, she was asleep and weak, and I didn't want to disturb her.
I really don't know what to do. Am I making her suffer longer by feeding her and doing what I am doing?