ChandieLee
Well-Known Member
Hey everyone. I wanted to apologize- I haven't been around much and it seems that I only post on RO when either Belle or Necro are having problems. I don't think it's very nice of myself. I feel that I should have been on more to give support to other RO members, just as alot of you guys have given me support when Belle was ill. So for that, I'm sorry. I hopeeveryone knowsthat I love RO. I wasn't trying to be cold-hearted or anything. I just have alot on my plate. I want to say that I'll make an effort to come back, socialize and be supportive, and I will, but I never know what's going to happen next.
I haven't been feeling well. I sleep alot, and some days I just can't get out of bed because my body aches all over. I do get up to take care and spend time with the bunnies. They are my motivation. I've also been dealing with alot of family issues; I'm not getting along with my mother these days. I can't even have a normal conversation with her anymore. She's so depressed that she's angry, so when I try to talk to her, I get snapped at. Now I'm afraid to talk to her because I don't want to set her off.
I can't complain too much though because there are a few positive thing going on. I got accepted into The Worcester Chorus. I am in the Soprano 1 section. Right now, we're working on Messiah and Saint Matthew Passion. Singing has always been my passion; I feel that singing is helping me healthwise- when I go to rehearsal, I don't feel quite as sick.
Ialso go to voice lessons every other week and I just started a new song: "Once Upon a Dream" from Jekyll and Hyde. I'm pretty excited. Other songs that I've worked on are "Memory" from Cats, "Much More" from the Fantasticks, "There Are Worse Things I Could Do" from Grease, and "My Immortal" by Evanescance.
I'm hoping to find a school for performing arts.
It is my dream to be able to perform on stage. If that fails, I can fall back on writing.
So that's my life right- I've been quite busy and sick. I miss being on RO. I actually feel guilty for not being here as much as I used to.The only thing I can do is tryand take life one day at a time; I'll be here as often as I can.
Sorry this was so long; I just needed to get everything off my chest.
How is everyone else doing?
I haven't been feeling well. I sleep alot, and some days I just can't get out of bed because my body aches all over. I do get up to take care and spend time with the bunnies. They are my motivation. I've also been dealing with alot of family issues; I'm not getting along with my mother these days. I can't even have a normal conversation with her anymore. She's so depressed that she's angry, so when I try to talk to her, I get snapped at. Now I'm afraid to talk to her because I don't want to set her off.
I can't complain too much though because there are a few positive thing going on. I got accepted into The Worcester Chorus. I am in the Soprano 1 section. Right now, we're working on Messiah and Saint Matthew Passion. Singing has always been my passion; I feel that singing is helping me healthwise- when I go to rehearsal, I don't feel quite as sick.
Ialso go to voice lessons every other week and I just started a new song: "Once Upon a Dream" from Jekyll and Hyde. I'm pretty excited. Other songs that I've worked on are "Memory" from Cats, "Much More" from the Fantasticks, "There Are Worse Things I Could Do" from Grease, and "My Immortal" by Evanescance.
I'm hoping to find a school for performing arts.
It is my dream to be able to perform on stage. If that fails, I can fall back on writing.So that's my life right- I've been quite busy and sick. I miss being on RO. I actually feel guilty for not being here as much as I used to.
The only thing I can do is tryand take life one day at a time; I'll be here as often as I can.Sorry this was so long; I just needed to get everything off my chest.
How is everyone else doing?
