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Jems

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I had to take one of my dogs to the vetsyesturday because he was not feeling well they ran some tests and didx-rays. His energy level was nill, he was hardly eating andhis breathing was not right. You could see every breath he took, hissides caved in and you could really see his lower ribs.

The vet said his chest cavity was completely full of fluid. Allthe blood tests ruled out everything that could cause it except cancerbut she was unable to see it on the x-rays because of all the fluid. Icould have taken him to a specialist and had ultra sounds and othertests done and I could have some of the fluid she took out of his chestsent off for more testing but she said she was pretty posative theprognosis was not going to be good. She gave him less then a week andsaid he would not be comfortable so I went over to say good bye and hadhim put down. It was the first time I was with a dog when they passedand was not sure about it but I held my baby until the end and told himhow much I loved him. I know he's better off but it still hurts soobad. We are all going to miss him so much. He was such a good boy.

I always knew in my heart he was not going to be in my lifelong but I always thought it would be his legs or something else thatwould take him from us. I didn't realize that my time with him would bethis short. He would be 20 months old on sunday. THe vet said this wasprobably why he attacked one of the other dogs a few times.Unfortunaltely all the tests we had done in the past few months we didnot find this earlier.

I came home and the other 3 dogs all sat at the end of thecouch and looked up at me. I told them "it's just you guys now"Asia(lab)gave one "ruff" and both she and Shivers(aussie)jumped up on me-something Asia never does. I thinkthey knew. I asked her if Dozer came by to say goodbye and she barkedonce more. I'm not sure I believe he really could but it was so wierdthey way the dogs were.
Just when I think I'm fine I start bawling all over again. I'msure gonna miss that big gommy guy. We have had some problems in thepast few months with him attacking our Aussie and even though manypeople told me to get rid of him, I was bound to do all I could to keephim before admitting defeat and re-homing him. Maybe in some way I justknew and wanted him at home with us for his last days.
My oldest son (14)cried for a while when I told him.My youngest (11)just sat quietly for a minute then went back out toplay. Bedtime it really hit them both. Dozer alwayswent with me to tuck them in and sat by thier beds while we saidgoodnight. I heard my oldest crying again thismorning and he called me a while ago from school to go pick himup. He's really having a hard time with it.
Give all your buns and dogs an extra hug and say a prayer forthe big guy. Here is a pic I took of him just the othernight.
Jen

 
I'm so sorry. It's so hard, as we all know.Sometimes it makes me wonder why we all even have pets...but of courseI know why. They do bring us so much joy in life.

Still, that doesn't make the pain any less. I am trying to console mymother, as she has an ailing dog. He was actually my dog, a gift frommy stepdad to me when I was 15. I am now 29, so he has had a nice, longlife.

*hugs*

Again, I'm sorry.
 
I am so sorry about your dog and know he will bea big miss to your family. You did the right thing by him, and althoughit won't make it any easier, you can console yourself with that. Hopeyour son feels better soon. -Jan
 
I am so sorry. I know how hard it is to lose a beloved pet, and one so young is even more heartbreaking.
 
I'm sorry. He sounded like agreat dog, all dogs are. When my uncle died(I really lovedhim)and I was really little, I didn't cry. But I bet if aloved one dies now, I will. Its weird how somelittle kidsdon't cry. And some adults do. I remember my mom told me (when my uncledied)I said that he would be okay up in the sky. I wish Icould be like that when I hear someone has passed away. I hope you andyour sons feel better.
 
Aww Jems just 20 months old - he was still ababy. He was a lovely looking dog. My heart goes out to you at this sadtime. It's true what they say, "a dog is a mans best friend" and whenwe lose them its hard.

Sending my thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

Vickie
 
Thanks everyone. He was such a greatdog. People were scared of him but he really was apussycat. I am not sure it is getting easier yet. Imiss him so, but I know in time it will pass. Sooner or laterI will stop waiting for him to nudge me when he wants to be patted, theway he would bang the back door when he wanted to go out, or the way hewould run to the corner for a treat when he came back in like a goodboy.I will stop expecting to hear his footstepscoming down the hall-all those little things you don't think aboutuntil they are no longer there. The house seemsawful empty now even though we still have plenty. There wasonly one Dozer-



Jen
 

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