Iszy is still her normal feisty self.Her attitude has not changed at all. She's just sneezing andshaking her head a lot, which really makes me wonder if she has aninner ear infection. The vet looked in her ears last week andsaw nothing. Maybe the infection goes deeper? Idon't know.
I know that I'm completely stressed out. Jason and I talkedabout some pretty tough subjects last night. We talked aboutgiving Pristine back to the breeder and possibly euthanizingIszy. Neither isan option. I am tooattached to Pristine. I already ordered mother's ringincluding her birth stone. I already have her picture hangingon the wall. She's already won my heart. I can't dothat. As selfish as it may be, I just can't. Andeuthanization....um.....BIG NO! She is still our littleIszy. Her attitude has not changed. As long as sheis enjoying her life and hopping around happily, that is not anoption. If her life, however, deteriorates to the point thatshe just isn't the same, we will cross that bridge when we getthere. Both of these thoughts make me sick to mystomach.
Is it unfair for me to want to keep Pristine? What would youdo? I just can't give her up.

Lencinever caught what Iszy has so it should be okay, right?
I'm going to call UW back today and talk to that biologist. Ineed to know more. Jason and I also decided to get a secondopinion from another veterinary clinic. I will be making thatappointment today.