Hey, everyone - I'm new to the forum so sorry if this is the wrong place to post. Sorry for the long post but I'm not sure what to do... My previous rabbit, Hana, was 6 years old when she passed last month. She was a mini-lop. I've had her for 2 years so she was already 4 when I adopted her. I adopted her as an emotional support animal during a very hard time in my life. She was everything to me and we were extremely close...the loss was very sudden and traumatizing to me. It took me weeks before I could leave my apartment without crying and even longer to be able to look at photos of her without crying. About a month later, I adopted a netherland dwarf that just turned 1 in June. She was a rabbit that was returned to a breeder that no longer wanted her. When I first met her she was very sweet and decided to adopt her. I named her Yuna. The first week went as expected - she was very shy and would only come out occasionally to sniff me then scuttle away. She is currently mostly kept in a large x-pen with a cage and a few boxes with doors and a pop-up crate tent. Last weekend I was away from Thursday night to Monday afternoon for a trip - she was being fed by my friends while I was away. I felt extremely guilty leaving her so soon after getting her. When I would come home from a trip I use to always bring my previous rabbit, Hana, a little treat like a small slice of banana once I got home. She was always so excited to see me and I always looked forward to seeing her once I got home. When I returned last night, I tried to give Yuna a small slice of an apple when I noticed she was eating away at the portable tent. When I tried to stop her she grunted at me and bit my sweater and wouldn't let go. Afterwards she wouldn't let me pet her or even bite some of the apple I got her...I was so distraught I ended up sobbing and missing Hana so much I called a pet loss grief hotline that I had called last month. I've only had Yuna for 2 weeks or so but I'm starting to feel like I adopted again too soon. The woman on the hotline told me to give it time, which I'm trying, but that if Yuna caused me more pain than joy then it is a valid option to try and find her a new home...I feel guilty even thinking about it but I'm afraid Yuna will never like me. When I adopted Hana she instantly warmed up to me and was very affectionate after just a couple weeks...I know every rabbit is different but I'm feeling extremely discouraged and depressed. I didn't look forward to coming home from work to a rabbit that caused me so much anxiety the night before and probably hated me. Today went slightly better. She is still skittish but let me pet her. I did have to put her in "time out" after she kept chewing the tent again but I'm afraid picking her up and putting her in her cage made her hate me even more. She also hasn't been spayed yet and I called the vet to get her spayed in 2 weeks but I don't know if that'll help with her aggression or bonding with me? I'm at a loss right now - did I adopt too soon? I thought I was mostly done grieving Hana but it still hurts so much and I miss her every day. I'm starting to feel like I wasn't as ready for a new rabbit as I thought I was.