I have already posted on Kirby's Bridge thread, but felt the need to read more.
Again, I am so sorry I was not on RO to share your grief. My heart aches all over for your loss of Kirby and for my own loss of Patrick and Luna. That type of hurt, I'm afraid, will never go away or diminish over time. The perfection of their being a part of their parent's heart will always remain with the memories (Thank You RO for keeping the memories safe for us), but the hurt... The hurt is more than any heart should have to contend with.
You will always be Kirby's mom, and I will always be Patch and Luna's mom. We shared a great part of our time posting about our kids here on RO. I am so happy I found Kirby Nation. I do hope Toby is able to keep the Nation under the rule of his amazing cuteness. If you ever need to chat, please let me know.